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French national champion Audrey Cordon-Ragot was, along with Mark Cavendish, linked with a move to Jérôme and Sébastian Pineau's B&B Hotels-KTM squad that eventually came to nothing, the current team then folding due an apparent lack of sponsorship.
Well, Cordon-Ragot has been speaking in the French press about the protracted affair, saying it's a "crazy story" and one she "still can't believe".
"For two months, we were pushed around. As far as lies go, that's on an elite level," she told Le Télégramme. "I'm still trying to find explanations: was it a vicious circle, a spiral, a descent into hell where you lie once, then a second time, then a third time and you end up convincing yourself of your lies?"
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Big words. And she wasn't done there...
"I believed so much in this project, I had put my DNA into it. People are going to think I'm completely stupid, but until December 6, I was convinced that it was going to work. I was even yelling at people who said it wasn't. I feel guilty for taking so many people with me in this shipwreck.
"In the spring, I met the Pineau brothers in Theix. They presented me with their project and proposed me to be part of it. I was in on the secret, it gave me confidence, and I embraced the project like never before. At the same time as I was preparing for the Tour de France – I took care of recruiting the riders and staff with one of my friends and future coach.
"When I asked, Sébastien Pineau reassured me. In mid-October, we were summoned to Paris for an interview with the management, to try on clothes, etc. At the time, I was told that the team's co-sponsor was about to sign. Why would I doubt it?
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When the October team presentation was cancelled she "spoke with Mark Cavendish. He told me that he had no news, that he was starting to be afraid."
"On November 30, I reiterated my concerns to Sébastian Pineau who told me that he never had any doubts, that the bikes will arrive the following week. On December 2, Jérôme Pineau tells me that the whole project will not be done and that only the women's team could eventually be saved," she continued.
"Three days later [December 5 – Ed.], the Pineau brothers had a meeting with the directors of B&B Hotels and in the evening, by videotape, they told us that it had only taken them ten minutes to convince them and that, this time, it was sure to go ahead.
A day later Cordon-Ragot "learnt that B&B Hotels no longer wished to continue and that they had informed the Pineau brothers that very morning".
"I am extremely disappointed, extremely saddened. It calls into question the trust I can give to people. It makes me a bit withdrawn, which is not like me. This story has impacted me enormously. After my stroke, it was a new ordeal.
"I feel more pity. The trust is gone. They tried to save a project that was no longer a project. In the end, we all felt like we were taken hostage.
"I would never understand. I will never understand either that they don't take responsibility, that they look for other culprits when, sorry, the only culprits are them and the bad people they surrounded themselves with.
"What hurts me deeply is to hear from X and Y that they are trying to blame me, that basically if the team didn't work out, it's my fault. In other words, I'm being blamed for talking to the media - something I've never done, this is the first and last time I'll be speaking today - and for not going through with the project when I waited until the last day. All of this sticks in my craw, all this disgusts me. I find it despicable. But the bicycle wheel turns."